Friday, February 4, 2011, 1:37 PM
You know that feeling, neh neh, that feeling, where you just don't wanna talk?
"Hey! How are you?"
STFU
"Omg, I saw this cute guy...."
STFU
"You're so stupid"
Thanks. Now STFU.
Yeah. Those kinda phases where you're just a horrible person.
Is it just me?
Am I just a terrible person?
No. I'm kidding.
I won't seriously go STFU at everyone.
But it's the truth, how I really feel.
Makes me wonder why I hate people that much.
Then again, I don't really hate anyone.
I love a LOT of people.
Fuck.
I'm mental.
Labels: complaints, drabbles, life, random
Thursday, January 13, 2011, 5:01 PM
I love how I decide to take a leap of faith and then I end up having so much fun.
That was random. wtf.
I had 342875437957 tests today.
It was the one day I wanted to get over with.
As usual after school I was about to head to the library,
"Do you need company?"
"I guesss"
So I accompannied my supercallifragilistic llama, Eleyy.
Dunkin Donut coffee.
Fruit rollups.
Empty mall.
Endless serenading.
We sang so much.
Song after song after song.
We had SO much fun.
Just singing and random people walking past.
Needing to pee but still continued.
Freezing cold but still had fun.
Some random kid was like "You guys sound great!"
We're like /starestare "....... AHH THANKS!"
It was fun basically.
And now I need to make up for not going to the library.
D:
Labels: friends, random, shopping
Friday, August 27, 2010, 5:11 PM
Hey ey.
College admissions have been a real pain :/ Mmm no, choosing college or highschool is a pain. Choosing which college and which highschool is a pain too. Everything's a pain. Mmm..
Turning 18 in like, a month. Sweet 18 without friends?! How sad D: That's a pain too. Grr, evil.
Been to church. After going like 2 times, they put me to work by helping vbs. Vacation Bible School. For lil kids. Wooo, what an experience really. :/ I helping out with the older kids. Kids that are starting to speak for themselves? Not so fun :/ No wait, I did have fun actually. The other leaders are like people my age. I miss that, talking to people my age? My group of kids were crazy but now that it's over, I really do miss em. Except one. Mmmmm.
Food in the states is so different. Even the chinese food. Erk, so not up to par yo. Idek. Maybe I'm spoilt but.. Food here. Grrrr.
Labels: complaints, life, random
Sunday, August 8, 2010, 6:09 AM
Yesterday was.. just wow.
Sunday, July 18, 2010, 10:30 AM
My fail attempt at being sexy ahaa.Going to Kampar I realised I didnt need the hectic life I had in KL. I am just as happy, maybe even happier, staying at home, doing nothing.
Oh oh have you heard? Spain is deemed champion of World Cup 2010. If you haven't, what hole do you live in? I'm still unsure about how I feel about it :D
Coming back from Kampar, I've done alot. Some, I can't really blog about. Shh =x Ask me in msn!
I went to bon odori for one. I was supposed to attend an event in the morning of that day. But I was semi-grounded. Alamak. Michelle picked me up and we went to bon odori! We were late. Isn't much to do there anyways, besides lining for overpriced food, bumping into random people, wasting credit trying to find who you're SUPPOSED to, fear people stepping on your feet or stealing your stuff and.. see cute guys! (: Though, I got to see Bego! Was overjoyed by that really.
Slept at Michelle's place that night. Her brother's friends are crazy. Next day I went to mv to pick up a cd. Then met up with Stacy! Outings with her mean shopping and eating. Both awesome. So broke wtfark so broke.
Labels: family, friends, life, random, shopping
Monday, July 5, 2010, 4:40 AM
10 random and inexpensive ways to make me insanely happy. Not in any specific order.#01 - Pasar malam and bubble tea.
This. I somehow fall into this with Rebecca alot lately. With today not being any different. Rebecca is special in how she knows she wants to get out of the house but she's too lazy to do so. I'm always the mean one forcing her to leave. Aha. And now her mum's like "Why are you spending so much time with Jade?" To me, not enough really.
#02 - Telling me things about me I never realised. Good/bad I dont care really.
This is more oftenly done by Michelle and Karen. I swear, we're too close for our own good. Sometimes they know more about me than I do and it scares me. In a good way of course. Ahh, and this reminds me how I havent seen them in ages (well not really ages but long enough!) and I miss them.
#03 - A good movie/drama with a friend.
If drama, I remember doing this with Rebecca. Sleeping over at her place, we watched Jdramas till odd ours of the night. Refusing to sleep or until a bug comes and scares us to bed. When it's movies, I think of Karen, Michelle and the twins. How we'd watch horror (despite me being very against it) movies in the depths of night. I want to relive those days.
#04 - Coffee date with a close friend, chatting for hours.
Everyone who knows me, knows how much I love coffee. No, try me. Adding coffee with a good conversation?
#05 - Camwhoring!
According to facebook stats, I take pictures with Karen and Michelle the most. Not surprising really. But if you're a friend and have yet to have a picture with me, please do so, it'll make me very happy. I'm a sucker for memories. I kid you not.
#06 - Kinder Bueno
Ok, I dont know if this falls under the inexpensive category but you have to admit, it's awesome.
#07 - WTFTW STARBUCKS.
Like I said, coffee.
#08 - Mamak sessions.
I never really knew to appreciate how awesome sitting outdoors, in the middle of the road, with a high possibility of cockroaches scaring you from any direction until I stopped going for these events.
#09 - Singing in the car like maniacs.
Again, this is often done with my partner in crime, Karen Yeong Kar Yi. When i'm alone in the car with her, honestly, all hell breaks loose. We can be utterly insane when there's no adult supervision. Next month on, I'm gonna miss her like hell.
#10 - Texting with random people who actually give me a real conversation.
I hate one word replies. Hate. In contrast, an honest conversation with someone who takes the time to talk to me makes my day. Especially if it's someone random and out of the blue. Like Jon ♥ Yes everyone, Jon is the awesomes. Why dont I have more hot primary mates. So text me! Lol jk.
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Honestly I dont know why I made that list up. It was random and I picked the things randomly outta my head.
So if it's not much of a bother, please make me smile. I've been in abit of a slump lately and I need you. Yes you.
Sunday, July 4, 2010, 10:24 AM
omg, I'm going soft. It's not my fault I swear. I dont know what happened.Yes, this is me, posting at 1.34am because I'm disheartened. Why, i dont know fo shit.
Woah whaat, I found my old writing book. Here's an untitled story, by yours truly : -
The day I fell for you, was the day my life started it's painting. The yellow, the green, the pink, the blue. They started to fill the once blank paper. My feeling were quiet, satisfied by just looking from across the room. I was you were my classmates, even if we didn't know each other.
The day I fell for you, was the day I started singing in the shower. The love songs, confessions of my feelings that I could only tell the shower head. Alas, I grew impatient waiting, for you to talk to me. I realised I wanted to at least be your friend. I talked to you, listened to your stories, dreams, aspirations. I listened tentatively, never missing a word, never forgetting your voice.
The day I fell for you, was the day I started smiling to myself. In the oddest moments, a smile, a chuckle would creep out of my mouth. People thought I was insane, I knew I was in love. Your smile began to take over my sanity, I could not focus no matter how hard I tried. And that, was when you told me about her.
The day I fell for you, was the day I started thinking about my future. I would think about how I would grow up and be just the person you want me to be. You told me about how you met her, how you liked her and how she came to be, your girl. I nod and say "She's perfect for you." when I feel I could be better.
The day I fell for you, was the day I started worrying about the little things. About how I walked, how I talked in front of you. How my hair is always messy and how my laugh is so retarded. I wanted to look, act and be the best of me, for you. But no matter how hard I tried, I could never replace her. I looked in the mirror and realised, I really couldn't beat her. She was pretty and smart, charming and funny. I realised I ought to give up.
The day I fell for you, was the day I started lying to myself. Like how I told myself I could deal with just admiring from afar. But then I found myself being one of your best friends. This lead to you telling me about how wondrous she is. The biggest lie I told myself? The one about me being able to forget you.
The day I fell for you, was the day I started believing in love. I tried my best to avoid you, hoping my feelings would just fade away. My plan was to not think about how you told me you could trust me, not think about how you said I was one of your best friends ever, not to think about how you didn't have to hide anything from you. Honestly, I wish you did. Countless times I wanted to tell you how I felt, but my courage never came through.
I do not know if I would ever tell you, but for now my heart is screaming "I Love You". Just waiting for you to hear it.
The day I fell for you, was the day I started singing in the shower. The love songs, confessions of my feelings that I could only tell the shower head. Alas, I grew impatient waiting, for you to talk to me. I realised I wanted to at least be your friend. I talked to you, listened to your stories, dreams, aspirations. I listened tentatively, never missing a word, never forgetting your voice.
The day I fell for you, was the day I started smiling to myself. In the oddest moments, a smile, a chuckle would creep out of my mouth. People thought I was insane, I knew I was in love. Your smile began to take over my sanity, I could not focus no matter how hard I tried. And that, was when you told me about her.
The day I fell for you, was the day I started thinking about my future. I would think about how I would grow up and be just the person you want me to be. You told me about how you met her, how you liked her and how she came to be, your girl. I nod and say "She's perfect for you." when I feel I could be better.
The day I fell for you, was the day I started worrying about the little things. About how I walked, how I talked in front of you. How my hair is always messy and how my laugh is so retarded. I wanted to look, act and be the best of me, for you. But no matter how hard I tried, I could never replace her. I looked in the mirror and realised, I really couldn't beat her. She was pretty and smart, charming and funny. I realised I ought to give up.
The day I fell for you, was the day I started lying to myself. Like how I told myself I could deal with just admiring from afar. But then I found myself being one of your best friends. This lead to you telling me about how wondrous she is. The biggest lie I told myself? The one about me being able to forget you.
The day I fell for you, was the day I started believing in love. I tried my best to avoid you, hoping my feelings would just fade away. My plan was to not think about how you told me you could trust me, not think about how you said I was one of your best friends ever, not to think about how you didn't have to hide anything from you. Honestly, I wish you did. Countless times I wanted to tell you how I felt, but my courage never came through.
I do not know if I would ever tell you, but for now my heart is screaming "I Love You". Just waiting for you to hear it.
-END.
OH GOD THAT WAS EMBARRASSING TO TYPE. I was all "I'mma open the book and whatever page I turn to, I'll put the story on my blog. WITHOUT proof-reading it." BADIDEAWTF. Oh, and I can't read my handwriting omg. My penmanship is so awful.
Ok, was I one sappy emo HS kid or what?! Yeah man. And this is one my works that has never seen an audience. So, what did ya guys think? I've a few more in my book. HAHA. Pwnd. Retyping it, I realised alot of it didnt make much sense really. But hey, I was young and stupid. Dont blame me!
That was nostalgic. I suddenly have an urge to write again. Yes, even if my works are bad. It's just my way of expressing myself. I need to broaden my vocabulary though. Anyone got any nice novels I could borrow?
And it's 2.18am.
xoxo - miss me ♥
Labels: drabbles, life, random
Saturday, July 3, 2010, 11:43 AM
Hello pretty people. How are you today?Here's an insane Jade for you O:
More importantly, Happy birthday Masuda Takahisa. Please stay as cute as always. We need to feed off that awesome smile of yours. No fsrs.
Well, Jade took a few days off KL and traveled up north(?) to Kampar to see her lubby Dai Lou. I went there to pretty much escape KL becuase gah, so stressful, so so stressful.
HAH. Yes, a sampah masyarakat can be stressed out too you know.
Jade took a train there. She almost missed her train but the nice, but scary, train worker people stopped the train for her. UHUH IKR?!
On the first night, they went to the pasar malam. Jade got very intimidated. Why? woaaah the amount of students there. What more, GOOD LOOKING students. Fuyoh. These people, dont play play.
Next day went to Ipoh. They watched A-team. Jade's officially inlove with insane guy which her brother is obsessed over due to him acting in District 9. WHY? idek.
Next up, food. After that, more food D: They really went with the let's-stuff-Jade-with-food theme this time. Imma fat yo.
Friday! Most exciting part of the night was watching the Netherlands-Brazil game. Stress weii watch that. What more there was a very irritating lady sitting behind us. The kind that screams everytime Brazil touches the ball. No joke, E-ve-ry-ti-me.
Saturday's going home day. My brother skipped class! Because he played fifa all night. TSK. I came back needing my dad to pick me up from the trains tation but nooooo. I called like 123456787654231 times and no answer. My last resort was Rebecca Ng (whom I am forever in debt to now). I made her late to go out with her mum! I'm sorry and thankyou ♥ Reached home at 5.45 and The Young family was coming at 6.00pm. I had to shower still. Fuyoh. I made it. Idek how dont ask me. Picked up Toystory3 tickets (YAY), had dinner, watched movie, HOME :D That made the whole day better really. I missed them! It's like, I remembered my childhood all over again. It was the awesomes. I need more nostalgic outings like these.
Toystory3 made me tear O:
Whoever's on my twitter, I'm sorry I spammed. I.. havenoexcuseforit -shot-
and now, chores. At 3.04am yes.
Sunday, June 13, 2010, 10:15 AM
Okay, i've been watching these guys for YEARS and I still find the guy on the left, incredibly hot. Seriously.
Labels: random
Wednesday, June 9, 2010, 1:34 AM
Ello ello ♥
After spending 2 whole days at home, I'm finally out! With my Keii.
At oldtown sitting outside but is't POURING. So wet, so cold. My pink lappy is attracting alot of attention and one of my school teacher is sitting at the table next to us. One of his chick friends is smoking. They're louddd.
On a bright note, I'm in IOI and I havent met anyone I know yet. Always a good thing since i'm not in a social mood.
I'm also inlove with that lil fella up there. His name is Danbo. Please make one of him for me ♥.
Thanks. ♥♥♥
Monday, February 15, 2010, 7:10 AM
Hello moths!
Sorry, been like seriously busy lately. Have I mentioned I dont like work? Especially work with some kinda lame pay that I do NOT approve of. lol but anyways, at least I got 1 day left of my cny break. 8D
this will be another post without pictures because me aint homme. I'm waiting for Karen to come pick me up. I'm stranded in Kepong! ugh.
Apparently, Sammie wants to watch a horror movie later. ): I dont like Sammie. AHO!
I just got back from Kuantan earlier in the evening. Yeaaah. I had lots of fun. Except the fact I quarrelled with my mum about every lil thing. OH, and my dad went. Ikr?! wtf.
Uh I lost my mood to blog (x
I want Ang paus. Happy CNY!
Monday, January 18, 2010, 8:29 AM
No, I have not forgotten about meh blog.
So today, or should I say yesterday (12.30am now), was another great Michelle Jade day. If you've yet to realise, Michelle is just one of my best friends ever. Yeah, nothing important. We went to midvalley, yes again, in hopes of seeing a sea of hot men lol. Yes we are teens, get over it.
It was actually pretty normal at first because we were all still sleepy thanks to recent sleep deprivation. After food and random gay pictures like these :
our mojo came back and we were being silly *tension up*We went in search of a present for someone. It was supposed to be a jacket. So shop by shop we went. We ended up in EchoPark. Which the promoter had "insulted" me before. Look here for reference. It was kinda a funny thing.
Ok so it's like this. I kinda dared Michelle before that to go in Echopark and ask him if he remembered us. So we went in, pretending we actually wanted to buy something while Michelle gathers her courage to talk to the guy. (He looks like Chan Hong btw!) In our utter amazement, the guy talked to us first! HAHA funny.
Conversation went like this : (it was in bhs cina btw)
Him : Eh eh you all remember me or not?
Mic : Of course la.
Me : Sure la, you're the guy that insulted me marh (x
Him : nonononoooo sorry about that larh. blablablaaa.
- insert random chatting here -
We looked around for jackets and blabla. In the end decided to go to another shop.
In the end we got the jacket from radioactive. We were so worried about the size (an M), wondering if it'd fit. I was like "why dont you go ask the chanhong lookalike to try it on for you?" because when we were in Echopark we kinda talked about how tall he was and stuff comparing his size and our frens' size so we could get an idea of what size jacket we should buy. She was like "omg that's a good idea!". I was kidding at first so i was like omg (x really?
So we headed to Echopark. At first we were like wtf are we doing?! and ended up stalling outside rockcorner (the shop beside Echopark) talking about it and other random stuff.
Suddenly, he passed us, OMG! haha. I didnt even see him at first. Michelle was busy poking the wall so..
Him : nothing to do come here and play with the wall?
Mic : er...
Me : ehhhhh why are you here. Eh eh can ask you a favour ma?
Him : what kinda favour? blablabla come in and talk la later my supervisor ask me why i go toilet so long.
Me : huh really ah? err..
Him : come laaa
Me : ok la later we go.
so later we went to the shop ask him to try the jacket. haha. It was funny larh. Everyone in the shop was like looking at us. Even the supervisors. I kept asking him if we were bothering his job and all but the supervisors were so COOL! I wouldnt mind working there seriously.
Anyways, the jacket was a size off so we went back and changed it. After that we went back to Echopark again cuz Mic promised the dude we were going back. HAHA.
We were talking about boyfriends and those before and the guy knew michelle had a bf and asked me why didnt I go look for one. Michelle was like "you intro to her la! Leng zhai one" omg lol thanks Michelle -.-
What did he have to say? "I dont know any leng zhai one wor, me lah? or that guy *points at other promoter*" we're like lol-ing at this point.
Actually sooo many other things happened in that shop but i'm getting lazy to type already. (x.
We have sooo much random info about that Chanhong lookalike - his name is Leon. Some info we'd rather not know but yeah. haha. After forcing to try the jacket, he even FOLDED it for Michelle. What a nice person. He's prolly inlove with her or something. As what the supervisor said "Dia macam ini hanye kerana you je *looks at Michelle*" LOL.
After all that randomness, we shopped some more, went to Michelle's house and I went to YMCA for Jap class.
Saw Rebeccaaa today too! Randomly some more. Didnt plan on disturbing her job but FATE!
DanI - The dude who awesomely spams my cbox, I want my Mcflurry. I go there every Mon and Thurs! Weeeeeeeeeiii~
Labels: friends, life, random, shopping
Wednesday, January 13, 2010, 6:42 AM
Again. lol.
Hello, this is Jade.
I've joined a basic Jap class in YMCA for two months. I've only been to one class, which was boring, seriously. But still, at least i've something to do.
Today I watched Cirque du Freak : Vampires Assistant with random people like Victor and his friend Ken. NICE MOVIE (x.
Before going to mv I made an impromtu trip to merak to visit my lovely Qiao Ling. The walk so excruciating. So faaar. I'm so lazzyy.
After some random chitchat I went to mv to see Rebecca for HER lunch. I love Rebecca Ng Jia Yin. I really really do ♥ HEAR THAT MISSY?!
I told her some random stories and she told me some. We need more date time.
After that movie and dinner with Vic and Ken.
Bought stuff for mama.
HOME!
On the bus some weird shit happened though. There was this malay lady in the 30's or 40's who kept staring at me. I was like fag you. When I looked at her she started talking to herslef WHILE giving me the evil stare. It was completely horrifying.
And end.
Labels: complaints, life, random, shopping
Friday, January 8, 2010, 8:19 PM
[虹]・二宮和也
いつもそうよ
itsumo sou yo
just as usual,
拗ねると君は
suneru to kimi wa
when you get upset,
私の大事な物を隠すでしょう
watashi no daijina mono wo
kakusu deshou
you go and hide away my most precious things.
その墓所は決まった同じだから
sono bashou wa kimatte onaji dakara
but since
that place (where you hide them) is always the same
今日は先に行って待ってみるは
kyou wa saki ni itte matte miru wa
this time I'll try to be there
waiting for you.
季節達が夕日を連れて来て
kisetsutachi ga yuuhi wo tsurete kite
the seasons are bringing along the setting sun
影が私を見つけて延びる
kage
ga watashi wo mitsukete nobiru
and the shadows find me as they stretch.
ビックリした顔で私を見つめては
bikkurishita kao de watashi wo mitsumete wa
with
a startled expression you fix your eyes on me,
急に口尖らせ”プイ”とそと見るは
kyuuni kuchi togarase "pui" tto soto miro wa
suddenly pouting your lips
and looking away.
"ごめんね”と言うと
"gomen ne" to iu to
I tell you "I'm
sorry"
"じゃあ、こっち来てよ”と
"jaa, kocchi ni kite yo" to
tell you to
come here
"ねえ、ほらほら、見て見て
"nee, hora, mite mite,
"hey, look, look,
影が重なった。。。”
kage ga kasanatta...”
our shadows have overlapped..."
傘がぶつかり 真直ぐ歩けない
kasa ga butsukari, massugu arukenai
our umbrellas
have collided and I can't go any further,
そんな私を見て笑っているの
sonna
watashi wo mite waratte iru no
are you laughing at me right now? (because of
the situation)
私もやって 見せてあげるの
watashi mo yatte, misete ageru no
I'll show you I can also do it,
同じように口を尖らす
onaji you ni kuchi wo
togarasu
I can also pout my lips like you.
優しく笑う君が
yasashiku
warau kimi ga
you smiling gently,
この時間が空間が
kono jikan ga kuukan
ga
this time and place,
泣きたくなるくらい
nakitaku naru kurai
I feel
like crying,
いちばん大事な物だよ
ichiban daijina mono dayo
because those
are my most precious things.
わざと尖らせてる
waza to togaraseteru
I
purse my lips on purpose,
私に”ごめんね”の返事を待たずに
watashi ni "gomen ne..."
no henji wo matazu ni
and without waiting for your turn to say "sorry"
優しくキスしたの
yashiku kisu shita no
I go ahead and kiss you gently.
これからはちょっとくらいのわがまま
korekara wa chotto kurai no wagamama
from now
on, this sort of selfish things
言ってもいいよ
itte mo iiyo
it's ok to
say them,
でも私にだけよ
demo watashi ni dake yo
but only to me.
”面倒臭いから”って
"mendoukusai kara" tte
you say "it's too
troublesome".
素直じゃないんだから
sunao ja nain dakara
that's not very
gentle.
何て言えないのかな
nante ienai no kana?
I wonder why you can't
tell me
“好きだよ？”一言よ
"suki dayo", hitokoto yo
that you love me,
just those words.
たまには聞きたいな
tama ni wa kikitai na
because right
now that's what I want to hear.
今日は私と君が
kyou wa watashi to kimi wa
today is the day our
名字を重ねた日
myouji wo kasaneta hi
family
names become one,
愛を芽吹いた日
ai wo mebuita hi
the day our love
sprouts.
"la la la la la..."
虹がきれいだよ
niji ga kirei dayo
ain't the rainbow's beautiful?
いや、お前の方が
iya, omae no houga
no, it's you who's really beautiful.
テレ始める君に
terehajimeru kimi
ni
to you for starting to blush,
ありがとう ありがとう
arigatou,
arigatou....
thank you, thank you...
いつもそうよ
itsumo sou yo
just as usual,
拗ねると君は
suneru to kimi wa
when you get upset,
私の大事な物を隠すでしょう
watashi no daijina mono wo
kakusu deshou
you go and hide away my most precious things.
その墓所は決まった同じだから
sono bashou wa kimatte onaji dakara
but since
that place (where you hide them) is always the same
今日は先に行って待ってみるは
kyou wa saki ni itte matte miru wa
this time I'll try to be there
waiting for you.
季節達が夕日を連れて来て
kisetsutachi ga yuuhi wo tsurete kite
the seasons are bringing along the setting sun
影が私を見つけて延びる
kage
ga watashi wo mitsukete nobiru
and the shadows find me as they stretch.
ビックリした顔で私を見つめては
bikkurishita kao de watashi wo mitsumete wa
with
a startled expression you fix your eyes on me,
急に口尖らせ”プイ”とそと見るは
kyuuni kuchi togarase "pui" tto soto miro wa
suddenly pouting your lips
and looking away.
"ごめんね”と言うと
"gomen ne" to iu to
I tell you "I'm
sorry"
"じゃあ、こっち来てよ”と
"jaa, kocchi ni kite yo" to
tell you to
come here
"ねえ、ほらほら、見て見て
"nee, hora, mite mite,
"hey, look, look,
影が重なった。。。”
kage ga kasanatta...”
our shadows have overlapped..."
傘がぶつかり 真直ぐ歩けない
kasa ga butsukari, massugu arukenai
our umbrellas
have collided and I can't go any further,
そんな私を見て笑っているの
sonna
watashi wo mite waratte iru no
are you laughing at me right now? (because of
the situation)
私もやって 見せてあげるの
watashi mo yatte, misete ageru no
I'll show you I can also do it,
同じように口を尖らす
onaji you ni kuchi wo
togarasu
I can also pout my lips like you.
優しく笑う君が
yasashiku
warau kimi ga
you smiling gently,
この時間が空間が
kono jikan ga kuukan
ga
this time and place,
泣きたくなるくらい
nakitaku naru kurai
I feel
like crying,
いちばん大事な物だよ
ichiban daijina mono dayo
because those
are my most precious things.
わざと尖らせてる
waza to togaraseteru
I
purse my lips on purpose,
私に”ごめんね”の返事を待たずに
watashi ni "gomen ne..."
no henji wo matazu ni
and without waiting for your turn to say "sorry"
優しくキスしたの
yashiku kisu shita no
I go ahead and kiss you gently.
これからはちょっとくらいのわがまま
korekara wa chotto kurai no wagamama
from now
on, this sort of selfish things
言ってもいいよ
itte mo iiyo
it's ok to
say them,
でも私にだけよ
demo watashi ni dake yo
but only to me.
”面倒臭いから”って
"mendoukusai kara" tte
you say "it's too
troublesome".
素直じゃないんだから
sunao ja nain dakara
that's not very
gentle.
何て言えないのかな
nante ienai no kana?
I wonder why you can't
tell me
“好きだよ？”一言よ
"suki dayo", hitokoto yo
that you love me,
just those words.
たまには聞きたいな
tama ni wa kikitai na
because right
now that's what I want to hear.
今日は私と君が
kyou wa watashi to kimi wa
today is the day our
名字を重ねた日
myouji wo kasaneta hi
family
names become one,
愛を芽吹いた日
ai wo mebuita hi
the day our love
sprouts.
"la la la la la..."
虹がきれいだよ
niji ga kirei dayo
ain't the rainbow's beautiful?
いや、お前の方が
iya, omae no houga
no, it's you who's really beautiful.
テレ始める君に
terehajimeru kimi
ni
to you for starting to blush,
ありがとう ありがとう
arigatou,
arigatou....
thank you, thank you...
By far, best Arashi song every. Even though it's a solo. The lyrics are just so amazingly beautiful. I'm in my second wave of fangirling this song.
My favourite lines,
これからはちょっとくらいのわがまま
言ってもいいよ
でも私にだけよ
, 2:54 AM
of stoning.
seriously, I need to get a life.
SOMEONE SUBBED EP7 OF SOUKON! (see what I mean?)
Today was a record. I woke up at 11am without any alarm whatsoever. I ish proud. :) Qiao Ling even commented on my FB wall expressing how amazed she was. Yesh, that's how much of a pig I am. Thankyouverymuch.
Coming online, I wait for you to get online yet again. You fool! Why dont you ever come online anymoorre. You make me saddeth. But then, I still dont know if I like you yet. Maybe it's just the hormones. meh.
ngh.
and this, is what I call spamm. I mean, it doesnt even relate to the picture anymore! 8D.
I really want to make new friends right now. Life is at it's limit for me. Everything I do is that same day by day. I need a life! I need college!
I'm still waiiittinnngg for joo to get onlines.
Labels: complaints, random
Wednesday, January 6, 2010, 11:24 PM
because i'm bored, it's my second post in one day! My way of making up for deserting this poor page of mine. Meh no one reads it anyways.
I really love her hair. Seriously, I want her hair. Now I just need to wait for mine to grow. why the heck did I cut my hair short!
but then again, with my very asian complexion, mmg x padan right? oh wells. What colour should I dye my hair then?!
So this is me and Karen being gay with our webcams. Envy our sakai-ness! It took us nth times just to get it right. She's at camp right now doing her thing while I'm at home doing absolutely nothing. omg I are bored.Here's yet another very sakai picture.
No really, I'm straight. Shit, I need to make posts about guys fast! I hasss very lil guy friends that are as close to me as them. And the man hunt begins! wtf I sound so horny.I really am very very bored right about now. nugh. I just realised I havent eaten anything for about 24hours. Oh waitt, I ate an eggtart last night. False alarm XD.
BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED.
This is what you get when you've no job after spm! I got offered 2! Why didnt I take them. Beyond that is a mystery. blah.
Labels: complaints, friends, life, random
Thursday, December 31, 2009, 4:01 AM
Rawr.
Happy New Years everyone!
May you have an awesome 2010. Be it with family, friends or lovers, enjoy getting old. It's fun.
I was in the process of typing out a post about my Penang trip but then I got lazy because blogger is ish.
since the Penang trip and everything about it is long gone from my head, I shall blog about yesterday instead! because it was insanely fun.
I mean u put people who've known each other for 10 years + endless drinks (no booze i swear) + seriously perverted topics + insane dares = immense amount of fun. seriously.
I mean u put people who've known each other for 10 years + endless drinks (no booze i swear) + seriously perverted topics + insane dares = immense amount of fun. seriously.
It was a hell bugger planning yesterday's reunion. SJK (C) St. Teresa's class of 04' students. We had like 40? and only 9 made it. wtfff? but who cares! we still had fun. Jon was really late though.
Though I have to admit I didnt really want to go at first but i'm glad i did in the end. We all decided to meet up in Times Square.
Random shit wei, I was in the fangirl shop there and browsing around telling everyone i'll met them in a sec. but they went and met me there, mocking my fandom. lol. darn 10year friendship. haha. I was too bleh to buy anything in the end though I really wanted to. GUH. darn 10 year friendship again.
After that we were stoning about what to do and - FOOD! was the most obvious answer so we went to BBQ palace for uh foood. We camwhored there as per usual. These are some of the random ones. (We took like 80 throughout the day thanks to my dead batt camera)
This is what happens when u pour water on a hot grill pan thingy. lol Chong.
I have much much more pics but I got lazy lol cuz Karen is asking me to go out all of a sudden <3>
That's when Jon came! yeeey. Karen had to do a dare on Jon. EPIC OK EPIC. She was forced to ahemahem touch his balls. like not touch touch just swish. wth lol. and when she did it Jon was all WTH HAPPENED xD. but in a very calm Jon way.
and this,
is Jon. UH I LOVE HIS HAIR BTW. besides the fact he hasnt showered in 2 days. way to go Jon. lol I have epic friends.
All my guy primary school friends ended up being hotties. and the girls are all hotties. wtf why am I so left out?! ugh.
I. Need. To. Become. Hot.
So after random embarrassing crap we did in TS, we had an urge for good food in SS2! Mamak-ing. You aint Malaysian until you've done it.
The last 2 hours with Chong, Mic, Karen and Jon was by far the best in the whole day. seriously, we should do it more often <3.>
Okay. I have to get ready now, Karen's on her way!
uh i wanted to type my resolutions for 2010 but I dont have time. next time then!
Happy new(s) years again everyone! Enjoy it!
ps, I really LOVE Michelle's peppermint nails.
Labels: friends, life, pervert, random, shopping
Thursday, December 24, 2009, 6:12 AM
Today was pure random I tell you.
I didnt really want to go out since i've been going out so much lately. Camps and crap. but it's christmas eve! what a waste to spend it alone at home.
Rebecca asked me to stalk her in mv while she hangs out with her friends. I wanted to actually. I mean, it's Rebecca Ng! with her funny hair and PAINTED NAILS. FUYOH ILY REBECCA NG.
My cousin asked me to go shopping with her in Sg. Wang but ughh farr.. so very the farrr..
Then Chong the super leng zhai also texted me last night without stating who the heck he was. It was midnight by then. He asked us to meet him in 1U for christmas shopping. 1U is so darn far it aint even funny. Chong's my primary schoolmate if you're wondering. Totally from geek to supper hottie wtf ikidyounot. <3.>
So we met in mv around noon and started our fumbling around aimlessly. My grammar is awesome ftw! Before that Mic was in school doing whatever crap she was doing. You're supposed to be graduated my friend, GRADUATED <3.>So yeah we pakai super casual because she went straight from school. I so nice teman her ok?
We window shopped and did lots of random shits like.. this!
I look damn gay while Michelle looks pretty as usual. You can go wash your eyes now <3
I met Rebecca Ng since she was there. Random sial la we all. She gave me a scarf! From Indo! or was it Phil? so old so old. Her friends are awesome leh! so friendly. See this weirdo come crash their thingy yet still smile and say hi. I want friends like that! Rebecca, can I steal theemm? Actually it was those 2 guys that were super friendly. Your buddy ignored me as usual. he damn used to me liao lor. lmao.
ANYWAYS, LOOKIE WHAT I FOUND 8D
SEE IT YET? DUM DUM DUMMM...
GREEENN PANTSS FTW GREEENN PANTS!! I WANT WEIYH. Even though that's not exactly the green I want but still! GREEN PANTS!!!
On a fangirl side note, every NEWS colour is there... I think.. Buy me all of em ughh. I'll love you forever and ever and EVER.
This post has too many caps already. need to stop.
So after shopping and what not, Michelle went back at 4.30pm leaving me there all alone to fend for myself. Ong Ming Yi la! stupid omie. <3.>
OH YEAH there was this incident that happened in Echopark. Michelle la haiyo. (damn slang la my post today but who cares) She saw this dress thingy in which she liked so we went in lor. 50%off somemore weiyh. sweeet. Michelle's tiny btw so look for S size but then only M and above left. after much crapping and really loud talking. The sales guy was like "got got XL" to me. WTF loser. Im not that fat! lol. So when Michelle went to try on the M size dress, the guy was all sorry sorry to me and I was scolding (obviously in a nice kiddingly manner) him. All fun but damn insulted la. REBECCAA HELP!
I wanna go diet dy.
Okay then, mama calls Jadey to go sweep floor. Jadey shall go sweep floor.
Labels: life, random, shopping
Tuesday, December 22, 2009, 3:30 AM
It's cute just because Massu said so. Ah my biasness.
wtf, Rebecca just told me (msged i mean) and told me she's gonna study mass comm so she can be closer to Ohno. I SHOULD STUDY LAW.
fsrs, name me one other celebrity that studies something like law. I'm not kidding, go, find me one.
On the real life blah,
I came back from youth camp (as mentioned in previous post) a few days ago and went to PD the day after.
Thoughts and summary of :
Youth camp!
Awesome. Though I dont know what to think of the fact that Bryan and Christopher couldnt recognise me. It's only been 2 years! It was a long yet short 4days. Made new friends, learnt new things and had new experiences. All good fun. Didnt really like the fact that I had to explain why I couldnt eat solid foods during every meal (refer to previous post) but still fun.
I really liked how my team started from the If-I-dont-talk-to-you-you-dont-talk-to-me group and ended to become the what-the-heck-lets-just-have-fun group. Alot of growing. :D Well, i'm glad I went despite all the drama that is, my teeth :B
PD trip!
I finally told Mic and Karen about the thing so I guess that's all off my shoulders. The trip was kinda a flump at first because the hotel was a piece of crap. But it all kinda fell into place the next day thanks to shopping! Girls + shopping can never fail fsrs. Though I was kinda shfkhf! about them textin their bfs ALL THE TIME since i dont have one. Yeyy for jealousy. Butseriouslygaah I have heard Yamapi's Loveless's intro 243829058490754903 times no thanks to Karen.
So when are we meeting again?
To Heather : when are you getting onnnn I miss youuu. btw, I changed the layout just for you so stop complaining. I worked harrddd on ittt.
A little bit of everything:
- I'm going to the dentist again tomorrow to take out all the annoying stitches and crap.
- sorry clauds and honomi! I havent sent out your letters! Life's been hectic.
- I'm cancelling my own christmas party tomorrow because i'm too tired but should I go to Karen's church's one? I'd feel like im crashing some party of theirs.
- I really wanna hang with Ling they all but time! I have none.
- I bought (or rather my mum paid for it) me a new jacket. It's all hobo-ey and makes me feel not so childish anymore. yey.
- I want to go clubbing. BEGO YOU PROMISED.
and goodbye because i've been at this for 4 hours and it's getting stupid.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009, 3:39 AM
... If you're Yeap Hong Kheng, feel free to scroll down till you see a big fat sign that says happ birthday - or something in the lines. I'll get to that, still improvising.
Jade is sick of never ending booklets of questions,
Jade is sick of blisters at the place she holds her pen,
Jade is sick of the ink and liquid paper stuck on her palm,
Jade is sick of the way the head envigilator speaks english.
Ah I love SPM. - Did I manage to say that the head envigilator's name is something in the lines on 'Char Siew Pao' I kid you not. This is my serious face.
It's not fun to think about char siew pao when you're hungry and you can't leave till like 2 hours and 30 minutes later!
Spazz begin!
Last saturday Bena and the Safrina sisters came and cheered me up 8D though I could only meet them for literally 10 minutes they still made my day. - I got a cupcake! adding that to the pile of magistic chocolate that my brother gave me, I am one fat happy schoolgirl :p
Something like this, but happier.
Now that even barbie can be fat, I need not worry. The world will soon be ruled by awesome fat people like muah.
Back to spazz, I had additional mathematics for my SPM today. 
Add math rocks when looked at it like that.
this picture is stupid for leaning to the left.
DEAR BROTHER, (big enough?)
I tried my best to make u something nice. I told myself I wanted to do something nice for your birthday this year but I guess I failed. I wanted to get u a cake as you did for me, but I can't even afford credit now. I'll make it up to you, some how o-o
That's to show you I mean it. lmao.
Anyways, have fun being old - dont wait for me ;P
- out.
Labels: complaints, exams, random, school
