I'm trying to get my blogging spirit back.

Lately i've been spending too much time with my bitch. I ain't complaining. (:

I finished my exam thingy last Sunday. F6 shits yay.


I thank both my bitches for being there to cheer me up ♥ couldnt do it without you guys. Thanks for waiting for me even though it was so troublesome for you guys, thanks for making fun of the nerds and not calling me one, thanks for making me promise not to think/talk about it after I was done and thanks for just being there when I needed you people.

I did something regrettable after that but i'm not gonna talk about it. Michelle knowwws O:

We went for movies the next day. The normal 4 again. Too much of us ady. Shrek 3!! Wtf funny but I slept through half the show. This is the closest picture I have of 4 of us lool.

I seriously realised I cant live without my bitch. What's a slut without her bitch ey?

Gonna revamp my blog, wish me luck!

Labels: exams, friends

... If you're Yeap Hong Kheng, feel free to scroll down till you see a big fat sign that says happ birthday - or something in the lines. I'll get to that, still improvising.

Jade is sick of never ending booklets of questions,
Jade is sick of blisters at the place she holds her pen,
Jade is sick of the ink and liquid paper stuck on her palm,
Jade is sick of the way the head envigilator speaks english.

Ah I love SPM. - Did I manage to say that the head envigilator's name is something in the lines on 'Char Siew Pao' I kid you not. This is my serious face.
It's not fun to think about char siew pao when you're hungry and you can't leave till like 2 hours and 30 minutes later!

Spazz begin!

Last saturday Bena and the Safrina sisters came and cheered me up 8D though I could only meet them for literally 10 minutes they still made my day. - I got a cupcake! adding that to the pile of magistic chocolate that my brother gave me, I am one fat happy schoolgirl :p
Something like this, but happier.

Now that even barbie can be fat, I need not worry. The world will soon be ruled by awesome fat people like muah.

Back to spazz, I had additional mathematics for my SPM today. I know right?! It sucks how much I suck but what sucks even more is that all my friends rocked it. Why am I the only dumb one? I demand someone to be not so smart. lmao evil. Paper 1 was actually tolerable but paper 2 made me choke, slit my wrist, just off a building and all that awesome shit. heh


Add math rocks when looked at it like that.
this picture is stupid for leaning to the left.

DEAR BROTHER, (big enough?)

I tried my best to make u something nice. I told myself I wanted to do something nice for your birthday this year but I guess I failed. I wanted to get u a cake as you did for me, but I can't even afford credit now. I'll make it up to you, some how o-o
That's to show you I mean it. lmao.
Anyways, have fun being old - dont wait for me ;P

- out.

Labels: complaints, exams, random, school

And now, a post! because I feel like it.

So, the ever so famous SPM has started. I now realise how silly was I to complain about it so much when I'd still have to go through it at the end of the day. ;p So the 1st day I spent 6 hours in the exam hall, the 2nd day I spent 6 hours and 30 minutes in the exam hall and today a little over 2 hours.

Overall - the hardest thus far was EST. I frigging killed it and that's kinda the reason why I changed my blog skin again for the nth time. Downing my sorrows in tidious html coding (even thought most of the work was done by the - maker (?) lmao) and food. I am still not satisfied with it though. I think I need a header but I have no clue how to put it in.

note to self : Learn html coding. -beep

but DUDE, I gained a whoping 2kgs since the spm "stress" or so called started! wtf! It takes me about 58329-58=51849305 hours of gym to get that off. This is me annoyed.

Indeeeed.

Omg I cant stop staring - annoyed monkeys are cute okaay.

Labels: exams, life, school

I dont want to say goodbye. Honestly, has it really been 5 years? 5 years since i've met the people i've come to know, understand and love? 5 years since since i've ventured into the hormonal world that is, teenage hood? 5 years since I stepped into the school that I cant say i love, but cant hate either?

I look back seeing how much i've changed, how much i've grown and how much of the 12year old me I can still see in my nowself. I am different I suppose. The people i've met have changed me as have I changed them (I hope?).
I would like to think that we've all grown, even if we dont want to. Do we have a choice? Once we step out of those school walls, we have to start fending for ourselves.

WTF I DONT SOUND LIKE JADEY.
stop pause and freeze!
So anyways, today was our so called graduation day. No square hats (where did that concept even come from?), no singing sad goodbye songs, no crying, no saying our thankyous. It was kinda lame pretty much. I would've very much preferred an event where it'd make me realise how important this school and the people in it or how reluctant i'd be to leave this place that gathered all us weirdoes and allowed us to fend for ourselves. Ok, these few weeks i've been talking in a way that even I myself do not understand the words of the great Jade Yeap.

Random fact : There's only ONE Jade Yeap in facebook, there is like 55 Jade Yap's and 100++ Xue Bings. Therefore i concule that i am infact, special. whether you like it or not. EAT THAT.

From today there are only 11 days left to SPM and I can honestly tell you I am not ready whatsoever. To someone who has such high hopes and ego, I am surely a fail in life.

I took like 182 pictures today. Well, I didnt take most of them but they ARE in my camera so yeah. Pictures can be found in my facebook (only 120 of them left though).

I WILL CHANGE MY LAYOUT AFTER SPM. A new start. Only 32 days to go.
and also because I hate the font

Labels: exams, friends, life, school

Hello.

After almost 1 year worth of waiting, anticipating, hoping, dreaming for this.
The stories we've heard, the amazing fan reports,
the beautiful goods, the school girl tegoshi,
the Ryoshige, the koyamapi ai,
the tamborine, the ginza rhapsody.

We almost gave up hope, but yet,
IT IS TIME!!

NEWS WINTER DIAMOND PARTY DVD.

GAWD I LOVE YOU.
Johnny-san, for once, i LOVE u for killing the wallets of us fangirls.

and now, we move on to the not-so-happy part.
http://www.hmv.co.jp/en/product/detail/3685737
I have no money.
If it were LAST month (on account it is released a whole year after the concert itself, they COULDVE made it a month earlier no?) damn, im so sad it's making my grammer go fail.
I mean hellloo? How could I have any left when RM800 (oh right, my entire savings?) went to my medical check up. RM350 for some cervical cancer shot (and 3 more I cant remember), it costs more than my NWDP DVD!! Now I cant afford something i REALLY want. what am I to do? seriously.
I NEED this dvd. no joke.
Please please pleasee?

If only I still had my phone I could sell it for this dvd. I would for reals yo.

oh gosh.

and on another sad note,
I'll not be here (or online anywhere else) for sometime due to exams starting next week. Trial SPM kedua. Thank you Gawd.

Seriously, I would give anything for this dvd. please.

Labels: complaints, exams, life, news, shige

She made me this banner for our anni.

Labels: exams, friends, life

Quick post because i'm late for tuition.

I dont know how, I dont know why but just watching one NEWS performance live, made me fall in love all over again and miss them oh so dearly. I just realised how much I need them as the support in my life. maybe some of you might think it's silly for me to say this, or maybe some might think it's a fangirl thing. of how an idol - or idols, can be so influential in ones life, but oh yes it can. in my tiny life that is.

NEWS - wait, just wait, I'll be someone one day. On when that day comes, you can say it's 50% because of you guys. but if I become a fail later on, i'ts also your fault. roflmao

So on to real life.

Results are out for some of my papers and heh. Not surprising that I didnt do so well (even if I studied my heart out)

so far,

BM - B3 (but I improved heh - it's an almost A)
EST - A1
Math - A1
Moral - A1

I already know my marks for paper 1 add math and now I know how much I fail. sigh. but then again, I failed the last time so.. maybe it's an improvement? idek too soon to tell. right, when telling us our marks she took a good chuck of our arms and applied much pressure. I have a blue-black now. heh thank you Pn Meg.

So going to school these few days have been - a waste of time. We go there, we talk, sleep and have fun (?) and duh no studying involved. I dont know why we bother. but I have to say im enjoying it for some reason. or maybe it's just cause today is a good day? idek.

You know what I miss? the times where I could go out whenever I liked and meet whoever I wanted to meet. I mean I miss talking to Heather and Clauds online for hours and hours. I miss hanging out with Bena, Ayu, Jufa and all of em. I miss bullying Rebecca whenever we hang out. I miss talking to Michelle about anything and everything. I miss the sleepovers, the shopping, to movies and the spazz. I'm still waiting for it all to come back. Please, come back.
I miss the time where I was oblivious of how money is so important and how I would just accept money my mama gave me rather than shoving it back to her knowing she's digging her last dollars for me.
I miss the time where I knew I was dumb and didnt give a damn about what I got.
I miss the time where I didnt think scholarships were such a necessity for me to aim for.
I miss the time where I wasnt so darn selfconcious and cared about what people thought about me.
I miss how I didnt care about anything but myself.

blah. This is me one a happy day. rofl wtf fail. haha.

Oh, and there's this weird dream I had yesterday that I can not get out of my mind. seriously, weird. but funny nontheless.

and I bid you farewell.

ps, Happy birthday Miza. Old woman.

Labels: exams, life

After a month of pure hard studying, I proud to say I can smell the sweet appealing smell of freedom, together with the sweat on my body. This is what I get for turning on the computer as I step in the house. I havent eaten anything since last night.

Yesh, indeed, you've heard me right, exams are OVER. For now.
We were all having our last paper - History - and preparing ourselves for the pure bliss that we might or might not feel after it's done. oh but no, the teacher had to rain on our oh-so-imaginary parade that the next exam is not more than a month away.

5th October.

Boy I hate being a senior.

So yesterday I managed to cram 19 Chapters of History in the peanut I call a brain but it cost me my beauty sleep (ie, pimples. oh yey) and yet in the end I managed to screw it up. wtf is wrong with me honestly. They say that 09-09-09 is a good day, and it should, but why isnt it?

To think I had so many things I wanted to blog about yesterday and now I have nothing to say.

It's safe to say i'm not celebrating my birthday this year. At 1st, I wanted my mum to take my to Tony Romas' because well, duh'. Then I felt guilty so I changed it to starbucks/seafood. And now it's way below Mcdonalds. I don't mind really, seeing it's for a better cause and all.

What I mind is that I actually said 'no' to Eevern buying me Sushi and having to say 'I can't go' to my own birthday celebration with my friends. I told myself that I'd tell them yesterday, then today, I will definitely tell them tomorrow. Just you wait.

So this year I'll be here, in front of my awesome pink laptop. Since it's Raya holidays and what not. Wish me or die. annnd, now i'm hungry.

Honestly, I should be sleeping. but that gawd knows how many cups of coffee I had last night hasn't worn off yet. I will be a big lump of organic matter by 9pm tonight.
Oh and advice? Don't fall for guys with girls. even IF you liked them before they even met the friggin girl, cause it sucks. I really truly honestly suck. - uh, so over him 8D -

Jade go find food nows.

Labels: complaints, exams

I'm just a legendary pokemon, no biggie. :D

So I'll say it once, I'm in love with you.
And I'll say it twice, I'm in love with you.
I'm just wondering, when will you say it back?



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