Tuesday, December 15, 2009, 4:56 AM

So hello there, I'm back to spamm again because i've had a horrible day.

WHY?
I woke up at 6am this morning to go to the govenment hospital. 6am yet I was still late and was the 3rd person admitted in the daycare ward (Daycare meaning i'm only there for a day not the kiddie ward, im no kiddie)
You're prolly wondering why the heck did I even need to go to the hospital, no worries nothing serious. I just had to take out like what? 5 teeth at the same time so that I can put braces in somewhere in the future. yeaaaah. It was awesome fun, by fun I mean I hated the crap out of it and I'm still in pain.

So I changed into those patient clothes and was pushed around in a wheelchair even thought I was walking perfectly fine. I mean, having someone older than you push you around while you're healthy is weird and makes you feel bad. From 7am I wanted till..... 11am? before it was my turn.
That's where my trouble all started.
I FRIGGING STARTED CRYING. UH HUH. I was so scared, I didnt want the stupid surgery, who cares about pretty teeeth!
I admit my teeth are a lil retarded but.. still! No need for such drama in my lifey! I havent been admitted into a hospital ward before. It was always someone else. To think that i actually used to like the smell of hospitals (i know, what?) but nowI never want to go baaccck. Meh I exaggerate yet I have these stupid retainers I have to wear for a week and a full mouth of blood!

I was put on general anestatic (however u spell that) so during the surgery I didnt feel anything. It was the before and after annnd now that i'm not so amused about. There was one of my tooth that was stuck deep inside my gum and they had to open a hole in my gum to pull it out forcefully. Like, with a small chain. wtf?! Dont things like that freak you out? They should've not told me and just did it soi wouldnt freak out. And by freaking out I meant the 30minutes worth of tears.
but the staff were nice and the doctors were awesome. They all came to cheer me up and talk me into it because I wanted to go home. I nearly chickened out. I REGRET NOT CHICKENING OUT. I'm still in immense pain. But then again, i'm glad it's over. My teeth look more horrible than before though. I cant eat. Give me my teeth back PWEASE?

After the surgery I slowly came out of the anestatic and my head was like BAM! ouch. I could move much and think much. what joy. I had to ask 4 different doctors/nurses before someone decided to actually listen to me and call my mum. They were like "where's your mum" HOW WOULD I KNOW IM NOT EVEN FULLY AWAKE YET! When my mum finally got there she told me she was waiting for me outside the surgery area for 4329052 hours and no one told her I was moved back into the ward. Silly people.
But greatful I am for their hardwork and I didnt have to pay anything o-o... yet? idek.

I still miss my teeth.

And yesh I shall leave now with my fail teeth to go continue my house marathon. OH WAIT SPEAKING OF AMAZING DRAMAS. SHIGE is a FRIGGING 98 points in Room #0. He should go up the wall. I cant wait for the next ep. Oh Shige you make me so happy <33.

I have camp tommorow despite my lack of bite power. help!

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Friday, December 4, 2009, 10:18 AM

DISAPPOINTMENT.





WHAT THE HECK?

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Tuesday, September 29, 2009, 1:24 AM

Hello.

After almost 1 year worth of waiting, anticipating, hoping, dreaming for this.
The stories we've heard, the amazing fan reports,
the beautiful goods, the school girl tegoshi,
the Ryoshige, the koyamapi ai,
the tamborine, the ginza rhapsody.

We almost gave up hope, but yet,
IT IS TIME!!

NEWS WINTER DIAMOND PARTY DVD.

GAWD I LOVE YOU.
Johnny-san, for once, i LOVE u for killing the wallets of us fangirls.

and now, we move on to the not-so-happy part.
http://www.hmv.co.jp/en/product/detail/3685737
I have no money.
If it were LAST month (on account it is released a whole year after the concert itself, they COULDVE made it a month earlier no?) damn, im so sad it's making my grammer go fail.
I mean hellloo? How could I have any left when RM800 (oh right, my entire savings?) went to my medical check up. RM350 for some cervical cancer shot (and 3 more I cant remember), it costs more than my NWDP DVD!! Now I cant afford something i REALLY want. what am I to do? seriously.
I NEED this dvd. no joke.
Please please pleasee?

If only I still had my phone I could sell it for this dvd. I would for reals yo.

oh gosh.

and on another sad note,
I'll not be here (or online anywhere else) for sometime due to exams starting next week. Trial SPM kedua. Thank you Gawd.

Seriously, I would give anything for this dvd. please.

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Thursday, September 17, 2009, 9:03 PM


I wanted to make a real post and add this in but, I couldnt wait (im late, again)
I think I'm not the only one who noticed this =)
so, will the performance be a success?
toodles :)


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