No one understands how everything and everyone is important to me.









Basically my life is just a piece if garbage.


I'm not as emotional as I sound.
I've learnt that life comes with disappointments and just plain bad luck.
I've gone through way too much to know that truth.
I've earned that truth really.




I blame myself though.
I never explain myself when I need to because I'm always too mad or annoyed.
I sigh at my friends saying they don't understand because I never want to explain.
I lose people who genuinely care about me because I sigh at them.
I will end up fighting my battles alone because I keep losing people who genuinely care about me.






I'm so useless.
I can't even convince people to believe in my dreams. Even if it doesn't affect them.
All I've heard has been
"Seriously?!"
"You're kidding right?"
"It's so hard"
"Oh."
"I never really thought that you'd.."
And I have my pride not to give up my dream but it doesn't mean I don't get discouraged.




I feel like I'm fighting a losing battle.
It's me against the world.


And the world fucking hates me.









I'm not implying there's nothing truly amazing about my life.
I cherish the little things like when it gets 5degrees warmer or when I go for sleepovers.
Maybe a 100% on a test or a warm hug.
But If life only has the little things, and all the real things crumble.
What's left?

I'm a complete hypocrite though.
I just told Elena that life IS worth living.
That the small things can make you happy.

I'm a fucking liar.

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You know that feeling, neh neh, that feeling, where you just don't wanna talk?

"Hey! How are you?"
STFU

"Omg, I saw this cute guy...."
STFU

"You're so stupid"
Thanks. Now STFU.

Yeah. Those kinda phases where you're just a horrible person.

Is it just me?

Am I just a terrible person?










No. I'm kidding.
I won't seriously go STFU at everyone.
But it's the truth, how I really feel.


Makes me wonder why I hate people that much.



Then again, I don't really hate anyone.
I love a LOT of people.



Fuck.


I'm mental.

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So I've kinda given up waiting for you.
It's not like you've ever taken us seriously.
It's alright really.
No I'm being serious.
It's alright.

Because.
I realised
I'm just not that into you anymore.
So it's fine for you to not me into me.

Let's be friends.

Talking about friends.
I'm horrible.
I try with people who dont care
and I neglect people who do.
Why am I doing this so wrongly
Why do I need approval from everyone

I need a knock on the head
something to show me my priorities.
Something to tell me whats right
whats worth it.

Will you?

Labels: complaints, friends, life

.. Today was a whole fluctuation of moods. It was crazy.

Basically I was a little turned off by life.
But that may be the pms talking.

Alls well ends well!
First I asked if I could go see Elena because I didnt want to be alone but she couldnt.
Then I decided to go to the library and see if Fanny'd be there.
I called her on the was and she didn't have to go to work.

Yeah.

I know.

I ended up just chilling and studying in the library alone.

Studying made me feel SO gooooood. And that librarian was a good distraction x)

Also texting/tweeting/fb-ing everyone made me so happy!

Baha. Now I know my drug of choices.

Studying and friends.

"I want to be a NERD!"

"No you can't you're too pretty!"

Yeah. Viv and Michy, you guys can't be nerds. Yeah, sorry ;p

Ratna owes me hugs.

Monica owes me brownies.

Jon owes me a picture.

Aaron owes me a trip to Brooklyn.

Sam owes me a trip to the States.

Michy owes me her body.

Karen owes me her time.

& I owe ya'll myself ♥

I can't wait for Gantz night.
I can't wait for Spa castle.
I can't wait for regents to be over.

I will not wait for you. ♥

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... Hello.

wow second day in a row. Let's see how long I can keep this up :)

Today was awesome. Besides the regents.

The Regents were okay. Which is what I hate the most. The fact that I don't know if I did good or bad D:

So after the regents Elena was feeling down so we went to the city!

We got off at a random stop in Manhattan and just started walking. And talking about basically everything. EVERYTHING. I love her to bits ;3

... we had an episode where we desperately needed to pee and there were no places to go.

Starbucks saved us!

Walked SO much. SO so much.

Talked SO much. SO so much.

Came back for the financial aid night in school and.. watched "America's Next Top Model" + cooked Tong Yuen at her place. Aw, she's epic.

Walked home and it started POURING snow. That was depressing.

and YOU kinda surprised me today. Thanks for that. Prove me wrong okay? :)

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Hellow Yellow Mellow Fellow :D Greetings!

Life has been nevertheless amazing. Breathless. Damn straight spectacular.

btw, toasted poppyseed cream cheese bagels are orgasmic.

It's 2011.

Oh fuck it ain't 2010 no more.

2010 has been wow. I've been through excitement, goodbyes, returns, hipbumping, latenight mamak-ing/mcds/shavedice, world cup, working, more goodbyes, new friends, new weathers, new school, new excitement, disappointment, failure, bumpintheroads, faith, brandnew lasting friendships and love all in one year. One short 365-day year.

Where did time go really?

I blame these people.

Reevan.
Dudee I dont have a picture with yeah D:
I met you during church camp. Well technically, we didnt really talk in camp. Even more technically, I didnt really talk to anyone in camp. Right after camp, you went for NS. Hah, I remember weii. Then you came back baru we start 'associating'. We're still in the "We're friends but we can be better friends" phase probably. Maybe? hopefully x). From the times we have talked or from what i've seen around, you're someone really close to God. I completely respect that part of you. I want to be that person. One day. You're honest about your mission and sincere to the core. Don't lose faith and hopefully I'll be able to catch up one day.
P.s. Talk to me more okay? :D

Le Yi.
Hey girl. I don't think I've a photo with you either. Well anyways, I've know you for 4 years maybe? In class you were always the silent genius. Pawning us all with your skills. You sat right behind me in form5. I remember always asking you when I didnt know the answers. Thanks for all those times. I appreciate it.

Tian Hui. Aka Ashley Cullen APPARENTLY.
WHY CULLEN WHYYY. D:<< style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">Sofi.
Heyy gurl. Firstly, IHU you're so tall. You make me feel so D:< style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">Vivian. Voon Li. Awesome bolster.
I think I just did something like this for you. In facebook right? Well, since I haven't seen you in awhile, basically it hasn't changed much but, bottom line, you're sincere, generous and kind-hearted. Your genuinely care about people and try to be the best person you can. I love you for that. Please stay who you are till I come back and you can feed with one of those awesome hugs that I really miss so much okay?

Aivern.
Ramly burger. Honestly I've known you for ages. There was an awkward phase in our friendship but i'm glad we've grown past that. You're wholehearted and incredibly honest. You treat everyone like family and you don't have prejudice against many. Thanks for all the memories. I can't wait till you come :D

Ruby.
Hi. Hi. Hi. You. We have had so much memories together. I must admit that they weren't all awesome but i'm glad you're part of my life. Those years of highschool, you were always a part of them. Forever will be. Our times our memories, I cherish them. You're sincere with your feelings and so much fun. Just a bundle of crazy fun. You never let anything generally keep you down and just keep going. You have an act for that. Teach me sometime okay? I can't wait till we're 40 years old and we reflect back to the times we had and laugh. Promise?

Kwan Kwoh Goh Patty.
The ONLY person I'd share Shige's pants with. I mean this. I generally never share D: You lucky lucky person. Thanks for always listening to my childish love stories compared to yours. I love you because you're so honest and loving. You care about people because you want to. I didnt ask for it but you gave me your attention anyways. Which makes it so much more special. Thanks for coming into my life.

There were these people and then there were other people. The people who have changed me in every way possible. To make who I have become today and the people I honestly cannot live without now. The people who I think I wouldnt have come thus far without them.

Tina. Alkoi. Big boob.
You're probably my first friend in NY. I've already told you this but I thank you for making me feel more at home and accepting me into your life. I'm glad I met you. You've been nothing but amazing to me. Our adventures together with Julie and Monica, I hope we have more and don't worry, I won't leave. You can't get rid of me that easily. I have the best fun when I'm with you guys.

Heather.
I think every time I have one of my posts you're included. You're just too amazing. I've been so preoccupied and have neglected you lately. Please bear with me okay? I can't do this without you. College is coming and soon, we'll have our time. I can't wait till it comes because it'll be so epic and so exciting and just.. perfect. Patience okay? I love you.

Bena.
For everything we've been through, I love you that much.

Elena.
My supercalifragilisticllama. I've know you less than 6 months but I feel like we've been friends forever. Friends for ages minus the long list of experience. We'll get there. Have faith in me and be positive about our friendship because when I like something it'll be hard to get rid of me. And I genuinely like you. I like your awkward amazingness and your spazz. You're just nerdy enough and help me with everything. You don't get mad at my incompetence and accept me for the asian I am. I love you. Don't die okay? And don't get raped before I rape you.

Karen.
You're the reason I've come thus far honestly. I don't know what i'd do without you. You've been there with me through think and thin. You tolerate my bitchiness when i'm truly being pms. I don't know why someone as amazing as you would stick around for someone like me but i'm grateful for everyday you're still mine. Thanks for being the person you are. You give me so much straight to go on with everything. So much hope that life would still be okay even during the darkest moments. You're just you. Stay with me forever okay?

Michelle.
You've been my best friend for 12 years. 2011 is our 13th year baby. Let's have 100 more to come okay? Because honestly, no one can replace you. We have too much past, present and future together. You're you, and I'm me. Somehow together, we're just too amazing. Don't. ever. leave. me. oreventhinkaboutit.

For all these times, I thank you all for everything you've done in my life.

I can't wait for my life to begin this 2011.

Tomorrow's 1/11/11, I ain't wishing for nothing.

I'm so frigging lucky.

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Hey ey.

College admissions have been a real pain :/ Mmm no, choosing college or highschool is a pain. Choosing which college and which highschool is a pain too. Everything's a pain. Mmm..

Turning 18 in like, a month. Sweet 18 without friends?! How sad D: That's a pain too. Grr, evil.

Been to church. After going like 2 times, they put me to work by helping vbs. Vacation Bible School. For lil kids. Wooo, what an experience really. :/ I helping out with the older kids. Kids that are starting to speak for themselves? Not so fun :/ No wait, I did have fun actually. The other leaders are like people my age. I miss that, talking to people my age? My group of kids were crazy but now that it's over, I really do miss em. Except one. Mmmmm.

Food in the states is so different. Even the chinese food. Erk, so not up to par yo. Idek. Maybe I'm spoilt but.. Food here. Grrrr.

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4 months passed like that. It's amazing how time catches up on you.

The games, the parties, the trails, the friends, the laughter.

I honestly had a great 4 months. I don't regret anything. The spending, the fights, the confusion and the plain insanity of it all.

With these 4 months, I've realised who became just passerby's and who my real friends are. Hah, it's all pure irony I tell you.

Thanks for everything guys, I miss all you bitches and assholes.

After going down those escalators at the departure gate last night, I could barely catch a breath hah. After I've settled down and all those hoohah processes later, I read the note my friends gave me (in the weirdest way ever in if I might add. Perverts.) I started to cry all over again. Idiots. Purposely one!

My biggest regret is not having Michelle there really. Needed her. All seems so surreal without her. But then, all those awesome people came. I can't thank them enough. Gah, I love those crazy people :D

I just realised how horrible I looked that night. Whoops, my bad :D

I'm effing sick atm. Eyes all puffy, throat dry as shit, nose runny and face all red. I'm worried about immigration like this. Lets' just hope everything goes well (:

The first plane ride was.. scary. The plane itself was so small. It's like 20 rows each row has like 6 seats. When it took off, everything vibrated. It was terrifying.

The ladies beside me were like so weird, put on those facial mask and everything. I was like whaa?

After getting off the first flight, It was a long process just to get my tickets to the states. I was so lost. D: Queue after queue, officer after officer. I must look fairly China-Chinese looking, no one wanted to assist me.

I downed as much orange juice I could find. For the vitamin C? Nothing's working though. I'm still sick as hell. Not smart to get sick right before a 25hour journey. Stress weii :/

Shanghai airport is boring. There's nothing here. KLIA is much more.. idek. They have Mcdonalds. They only have these overpriced Chinese restaurants here. I had like xiao long bao, D: not nice one.

Bad thing about China, no Facebook. No Twitter. No Blogger. Wtfaa. What am I supposed to do with the free internet?! It's fast-ish some more.

I did see like 35789457984 hotties. Seriously. Hot babi weii. No seriously, there were these angmo-ish looking Korean guys. About my age? SOHOT. Also, China Eastern Airline's male flight attendants ALL look good. They've like 4 on this flight. (I'm typing this on the way to NY. Sick and bored and my adapter won't work so I can't charge my lappy D: )

The inflight food is bleh. The only thing I'd say is yummy is the buns! They're warm! Again, I'm downing all the orange juice I can get.

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..

Ok, I've reached! It's now the next morning. My lappy's clock is still in the PM. I don't have the heart to change it. I'm sentimental like that. HAH. I'm alone at home, with the front door wide open. I live in a basement and my aunt smells like.. O_O So yeah.

Ate a large dinner yesterday. My mum was excited me is back! Fulama, internet here best weii. I think my landlord bought the super fast kind. I love her sons for needing it! <3

Hangendaas (the icecream?) Is cheap here ;D My cousins gained so much weight thanks to that. HAH but all's well. CREAM CHEESE! I cannot get over the awesome CREAM CHEESE. Hear me? CREAM CHEEESEE!! OMGG.

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So this is a semi picture update!
Picture number 1 says my hair is longer! The lenght is making my hair all kinds of straight. I need to re-dye it though. I can see my white hair D: Stupid SPM. IhatehowhardIworkedforyou.

Jason Derulo concert yay! We went, we were late. We had fun :D

Polaroid. It's Karen's. Rachel's there because we missed her thus we had an impromptu meet up. I look hugeee in the pic xD

This was us, in Mcd's, at 4am. Yeah, we had nothing better to do really. We repeated that routine a few days later with Wei Yi instead of Alexie.

It's these little things we do that i'll miss. So gawd damned much.

Labels: friends, life

Going to Kampar I realised I didnt need the hectic life I had in KL. I am just as happy, maybe even happier, staying at home, doing nothing.

Oh oh have you heard? Spain is deemed champion of World Cup 2010. If you haven't, what hole do you live in? I'm still unsure about how I feel about it :D

Coming back from Kampar, I've done alot. Some, I can't really blog about. Shh =x Ask me in msn!

I went to bon odori for one. I was supposed to attend an event in the morning of that day. But I was semi-grounded. Alamak. Michelle picked me up and we went to bon odori! We were late. Isn't much to do there anyways, besides lining for overpriced food, bumping into random people, wasting credit trying to find who you're SUPPOSED to, fear people stepping on your feet or stealing your stuff and.. see cute guys! (: Though, I got to see Bego! Was overjoyed by that really.

Slept at Michelle's place that night. Her brother's friends are crazy. Next day I went to mv to pick up a cd. Then met up with Stacy! Outings with her mean shopping and eating. Both awesome. So broke wtfark so broke.

Labels: family, friends, life, random, shopping

10 random and inexpensive ways to make me insanely happy. Not in any specific order.

#01 - Pasar malam and bubble tea.
This. I somehow fall into this with Rebecca alot lately. With today not being any different. Rebecca is special in how she knows she wants to get out of the house but she's too lazy to do so. I'm always the mean one forcing her to leave. Aha. And now her mum's like "Why are you spending so much time with Jade?" To me, not enough really.

#02 - Telling me things about me I never realised. Good/bad I dont care really.
This is more oftenly done by Michelle and Karen. I swear, we're too close for our own good. Sometimes they know more about me than I do and it scares me. In a good way of course. Ahh, and this reminds me how I havent seen them in ages (well not really ages but long enough!) and I miss them.

#03 - A good movie/drama with a friend.
If drama, I remember doing this with Rebecca. Sleeping over at her place, we watched Jdramas till odd ours of the night. Refusing to sleep or until a bug comes and scares us to bed. When it's movies, I think of Karen, Michelle and the twins. How we'd watch horror (despite me being very against it) movies in the depths of night. I want to relive those days.

#04 - Coffee date with a close friend, chatting for hours.
Everyone who knows me, knows how much I love coffee. No, try me. Adding coffee with a good conversation?

#05 - Camwhoring!
According to facebook stats, I take pictures with Karen and Michelle the most. Not surprising really. But if you're a friend and have yet to have a picture with me, please do so, it'll make me very happy. I'm a sucker for memories. I kid you not.

#06 - Kinder Bueno
Ok, I dont know if this falls under the inexpensive category but you have to admit, it's awesome.

#07 - WTFTW STARBUCKS.
Like I said, coffee.

#08 - Mamak sessions.
I never really knew to appreciate how awesome sitting outdoors, in the middle of the road, with a high possibility of cockroaches scaring you from any direction until I stopped going for these events.

#09 - Singing in the car like maniacs.
Again, this is often done with my partner in crime, Karen Yeong Kar Yi. When i'm alone in the car with her, honestly, all hell breaks loose. We can be utterly insane when there's no adult supervision. Next month on, I'm gonna miss her like hell.

#10 - Texting with random people who actually give me a real conversation.
I hate one word replies. Hate. In contrast, an honest conversation with someone who takes the time to talk to me makes my day. Especially if it's someone random and out of the blue. Like Jon ♥ Yes everyone, Jon is the awesomes. Why dont I have more hot primary mates. So text me! Lol jk.

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Honestly I dont know why I made that list up. It was random and I picked the things randomly outta my head.

So if it's not much of a bother, please make me smile. I've been in abit of a slump lately and I need you. Yes you.

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Yes, this is me, posting at 1.34am because I'm disheartened. Why, i dont know fo shit.

Woah whaat, I found my old writing book. Here's an untitled story, by yours truly : -


-END.

OH GOD THAT WAS EMBARRASSING TO TYPE. I was all "I'mma open the book and whatever page I turn to, I'll put the story on my blog. WITHOUT proof-reading it." BADIDEAWTF. Oh, and I can't read my handwriting omg. My penmanship is so awful.

Ok, was I one sappy emo HS kid or what?! Yeah man. And this is one my works that has never seen an audience. So, what did ya guys think? I've a few more in my book. HAHA. Pwnd. Retyping it, I realised alot of it didnt make much sense really. But hey, I was young and stupid. Dont blame me!

That was nostalgic. I suddenly have an urge to write again. Yes, even if my works are bad. It's just my way of expressing myself. I need to broaden my vocabulary though. Anyone got any nice novels I could borrow?

And it's 2.18am.
xoxo - miss me ♥

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It's the 4th of July! Happy Independence day America :D
More importantly, Happy birthday Masuda Takahisa. Please stay as cute as always. We need to feed off that awesome smile of yours. No fsrs.

Well, Jade took a few days off KL and traveled up north(?) to Kampar to see her lubby Dai Lou. I went there to pretty much escape KL becuase gah, so stressful, so so stressful.

HAH. Yes, a sampah masyarakat can be stressed out too you know.

Jade took a train there. She almost missed her train but the nice, but scary, train worker people stopped the train for her. UHUH IKR?!
On the first night, they went to the pasar malam. Jade got very intimidated. Why? woaaah the amount of students there. What more, GOOD LOOKING students. Fuyoh. These people, dont play play.

Next day went to Ipoh. They watched A-team. Jade's officially inlove with insane guy which her brother is obsessed over due to him acting in District 9. WHY? idek.
Next up, food. After that, more food D: They really went with the let's-stuff-Jade-with-food theme this time. Imma fat yo.

Friday! Most exciting part of the night was watching the Netherlands-Brazil game. Stress weii watch that. What more there was a very irritating lady sitting behind us. The kind that screams everytime Brazil touches the ball. No joke, E-ve-ry-ti-me.

Saturday's going home day. My brother skipped class! Because he played fifa all night. TSK. I came back needing my dad to pick me up from the trains tation but nooooo. I called like 123456787654231 times and no answer. My last resort was Rebecca Ng (whom I am forever in debt to now). I made her late to go out with her mum! I'm sorry and thankyou ♥ Reached home at 5.45 and The Young family was coming at 6.00pm. I had to shower still. Fuyoh. I made it. Idek how dont ask me. Picked up Toystory3 tickets (YAY), had dinner, watched movie, HOME :D That made the whole day better really. I missed them! It's like, I remembered my childhood all over again. It was the awesomes. I need more nostalgic outings like these.

Toystory3 made me tear O:

Whoever's on my twitter, I'm sorry I spammed. I.. havenoexcuseforit -shot-

and now, chores. At 3.04am yes.

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Meet parkpark. He's an awesome piece of cardboard. Yes he is (:

So todaay, I wanted to sleep in but nooo, random people had to call me and text me. Why is it when I'm not to be bothered, all sorts of random people look me up but when I'm actually bored or in need, no one's free?! aha, life's a bitch.

Some shit happened to me today. Alaa, not gonna go into details but basically my life and future is screwed. Thank you life, for being so good to me. FML. I still dont know what to do, so if you somehow see me these few days, looking like a zombie, give me a hug. Yes?

Rebecca came over. Didnt tell her I was emo though. Seeing a friend was enough I guess. Karen wanted to come straight away but I told her to go find HJ. LOL. So she's forcing me to watch the world cup with her, HJ and some random people. In the middle of the night. Apparently, the world's a stand still thanks to those people kicking their balls around.

Michelle called, talking to her made me better. Problem not solved but when I realised how much my friends actually care about me, I feel like one of the luckiest people alive. She called me as soon as she saw my text and all the way from tioman during her holiday.

My brother was a blast too. He was soooo there for me. Aha, I realised i miss him so much. We dont get along on the surface but in the end I still think he's the best dai lou ever.

I emailed my mum, talked to my dad. Still, lost.

Karen ah Karen. Thanks for being there. Thanks for acting like YOU wanna see me because i'll never admit how much I need you. Thanks for coming all the way here for me.

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Ello ello ♥

After spending 2 whole days at home, I'm finally out! With my Keii.

At oldtown sitting outside but is't POURING. So wet, so cold. My pink lappy is attracting alot of attention and one of my school teacher is sitting at the table next to us. One of his chick friends is smoking. They're louddd.

On a bright note, I'm in IOI and I havent met anyone I know yet. Always a good thing since i'm not in a social mood.

I'm also inlove with that lil fella up there. His name is Danbo. Please make one of him for me ♥.
Thanks. ♥♥♥

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Woah, I do suck at blogging.

Well, I finally have time to sit down and hog the internet. Doing nothing, fun ey?

Work started. Every Friday through Sunday for the whole month. Job description not so awesome but hey, i'm doing it with my bitch so I'll survive.

But going through those work days were tough. Like, lack sleep sorta tough. Me and her would come home at all sorta odd hours of the night. I blame Hao Jun really. Because I feel like it (:

My dad has been telling alotta things about college. I can see how much he wants me to stay. Dont get me wrong, I want to too, but I just can't. Depending on him is like leaning on jello. Useless. Besides, mama needs me over there. BUT SO TEMPTING.

No, stop, no.

If I start falling for his promises again all I'll get is disappointment. I dont really like that. Would you?

Again, mama needs me there.

But seriously, highschool? wtf.

I was supposed to meet Bena today, but I woke up late as usual. Tomorrow it is (:

Labels: complaints, life, school

uhh.

arghh.

wtf.

Just got off the phone with my mum. She thinks everything is so easy. She thinks I dont miss her as much as she misses me. She thinks I WANT to live with my dad.

She honestly cannot be more wrong.

Labels: complaints, family, life

I realised that an outing with Stacy means - good, seductive, fattening foods. Not that i'm complaining. Seriously, look at it. That was only dessert wtf.

Went to KLCC to meet her. Had to wake up at 11 again. Panda yayyy. We were both pain stakingly tired today so we didnt do much. Eat, and eat agains.

Travelling from home to klcc is not fun when my dai lou isnt here ): I miss him.
Hence it took me 2 hours to get home from klcc despite me living 20mins away. Nice.

My bitch is in went off for her mission trip today. Her text at 5am woke me up. I replied! HAH, me awesomes. I miss her already. Change the world and come back in one piece okay? ♥

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Today was a long sial day weii. I'm proud to say I woke up before 12 yehh.

Went out with Bena, Jufa, Cerra and Fatin for lunchies. I missed em! Went to Sunway and then they dropped me off at Mv to find my bitch and our pimp (:
We watched Robin hood. Alas, I slept through at least 10mins into the movie once again. Oh fail. It was a nice movie though. Wanted to watch it with the great Robin Ho himself but nooo, sigh.

I was supposed to leave after the movie but my dad didnt pick up the phone. That's why I tell myself time after time to NEVER depend on him. Disappointment is what I always end up with. I gave him like 20 missed calls weii. All he had to do was pick me up from the busstop. Not so much to ask given the past. I shouldve known really.

In desperation, we called DANIEL! D'aww Danny saved my life today. I loves him. He sent me home without complaints.

I came home to find my dad, not at home. Nice, nice. Also, Alex just told me the most effed up thing ever. Yes, my sweet, sweet, Alexy SMOKES. wtffff.
THAT FACE SMOKES. I'm beyond disappointed. I just hope he comes to his senses before it's too late. I dont wanna lose him to depression and addiction.

andddd more things I miss

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I'm just a legendary pokemon, no biggie. :D

So I'll say it once, I'm in love with you.
And I'll say it twice, I'm in love with you.
I'm just wondering, when will you say it back?



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After what you had done to me, I only become stronger and wiser. I thank you for this.