Well, I finally have time to sit down and hog the internet. Doing nothing, fun ey?
Work started. Every Friday through Sunday for the whole month. Job description not so awesome but hey, i'm doing it with my bitch so I'll survive.
But going through those work days were tough. Like, lack sleep sorta tough. Me and her would come home at all sorta odd hours of the night. I blame Hao Jun really. Because I feel like it (:
My dad has been telling alotta things about college. I can see how much he wants me to stay. Dont get me wrong, I want to too, but I just can't. Depending on him is like leaning on jello. Useless. Besides, mama needs me over there. BUT SO TEMPTING.
No, stop, no.
If I start falling for his promises again all I'll get is disappointment. I dont really like that. Would you?
Again, mama needs me there.
But seriously, highschool? wtf.
I was supposed to meet Bena today, but I woke up late as usual. Tomorrow it is (:
... If you're Yeap Hong Kheng, feel free to scroll down till you see a big fat sign that says happ birthday - or something in the lines. I'll get to that, still improvising.
Jade is sick of never ending booklets of questions, Jade is sick of blisters at the place she holds her pen, Jade is sick of the ink and liquid paper stuck on her palm, Jade is sick of the way the head envigilator speaks english.
Ah I love SPM. - Did I manage to say that the head envigilator's name is something in the lines on 'Char Siew Pao' I kid you not. This is my serious face. It's not fun to think about char siew pao when you're hungry and you can't leave till like 2 hours and 30 minutes later!
Spazz begin!
Last saturday Bena and the Safrina sisters came and cheered me up 8D though I could only meet them for literally 10 minutes they still made my day. - I got a cupcake! adding that to the pile of magistic chocolate that my brother gave me, I am one fat happy schoolgirl :p Something like this, but happier.
Now that even barbie can be fat, I need not worry. The world will soon be ruled by awesome fat people like muah.
Back to spazz, I had additional mathematics for my SPM today. I know right?! It sucks how much I suck but what sucks even more is that all my friends rocked it. Why am I the only dumb one? I demand someone to be not so smart. lmao evil. Paper 1 was actually tolerable but paper 2 made me choke, slit my wrist, just off a building and all that awesome shit. heh
Add math rocks when looked at it like that. this picture is stupid for leaning to the left.
DEAR BROTHER,(big enough?)
I tried my best to make u something nice. I told myself I wanted to do something nice for your birthday this year but I guess I failed. I wanted to get u a cake as you did for me, but I can't even afford credit now. I'll make it up to you, some how o-o That's to show you I mean it. lmao. Anyways, have fun being old - dont wait for me ;P
So, the ever so famous SPM has started. I now realise how silly was I to complain about it so much when I'd still have to go through it at the end of the day. ;p So the 1st day I spent 6 hours in the exam hall, the 2nd day I spent 6 hours and 30 minutes in the exam hall and today a little over 2 hours.
Overall - the hardest thus far was EST. I frigging killed it and that's kinda the reason why I changed my blog skin again for the nth time. Downing my sorrows in tidious html coding (even thought most of the work was done by the - maker (?) lmao) and food. I am still not satisfied with it though. I think I need a header but I have no clue how to put it in.
note to self : Learn html coding. -beep
but DUDE, I gained a whoping 2kgs since the spm "stress" or so called started! wtf! It takes me about 58329-58=51849305 hours of gym to get that off. This is me annoyed. Indeeeed.
Omg I cant stop staring - annoyed monkeys are cute okaay.
I dont want to say goodbye. Honestly, has it really been 5 years? 5 years since i've met the people i've come to know, understand and love? 5 years since since i've ventured into the hormonal world that is, teenage hood? 5 years since I stepped into the school that I cant say i love, but cant hate either?
I look back seeing how much i've changed, how much i've grown and how much of the 12year old me I can still see in my nowself. I am different I suppose. The people i've met have changed me as have I changed them (I hope?). I would like to think that we've all grown, even if we dont want to. Do we have a choice? Once we step out of those school walls, we have to start fending for ourselves.
WTF I DONT SOUND LIKE JADEY. stop pause and freeze! So anyways, today was our so called graduation day. No square hats (where did that concept even come from?), no singing sad goodbye songs, no crying, no saying our thankyous. It was kinda lame pretty much. I would've very much preferred an event where it'd make me realise how important this school and the people in it or how reluctant i'd be to leave this place that gathered all us weirdoes and allowed us to fend for ourselves. Ok, these few weeks i've been talking in a way that even I myself do not understand the words of the great Jade Yeap.
Random fact : There's only ONE Jade Yeap in facebook, there is like 55 Jade Yap's and 100++ XueBings. Therefore i concule that i am infact, special. whether you like it or not. EAT THAT.
From today there are only 11 days left to SPM and I can honestly tell you I am not ready whatsoever. To someone who has such high hopes and ego, I am surely a fail in life.
I took like 182 pictures today. Well, I didnt take most of them but they ARE in my camera so yeah. Pictures can be found in my facebook (only 120 of them left though).
I WILL CHANGE MY LAYOUT AFTER SPM. A new start. Only 32 days to go. and also because I hate the font