Friday, November 6, 2009, 4:09 AM
I dont want to say goodbye. Honestly, has it really been 5 years? 5 years since i've met the people i've come to know, understand and love? 5 years since since i've ventured into the hormonal world that is, teenage hood? 5 years since I stepped into the school that I cant say i love, but cant hate either?
I look back seeing how much i've changed, how much i've grown and how much of the 12year old me I can still see in my nowself. I am different I suppose. The people i've met have changed me as have I changed them (I hope?).
I would like to think that we've all grown, even if we dont want to. Do we have a choice? Once we step out of those school walls, we have to start fending for ourselves.
WTF I DONT SOUND LIKE JADEY.
stop pause and freeze!
So anyways, today was our so called graduation day. No square hats (where did that concept even come from?), no singing sad goodbye songs, no crying, no saying our thankyous. It was kinda lame pretty much. I would've very much preferred an event where it'd make me realise how important this school and the people in it or how reluctant i'd be to leave this place that gathered all us weirdoes and allowed us to fend for ourselves. Ok, these few weeks i've been talking in a way that even I myself do not understand the words of the great Jade Yeap.
Random fact : There's only ONE Jade Yeap in facebook, there is like 55 Jade Yap's and 100++ Xue Bings. Therefore i concule that i am infact, special. whether you like it or not. EAT THAT.
From today there are only 11 days left to SPM and I can honestly tell you I am not ready whatsoever. To someone who has such high hopes and ego, I am surely a fail in life.
I took like 182 pictures today. Well, I didnt take most of them but they ARE in my camera so yeah. Pictures can be found in my facebook (only 120 of them left though).
I WILL CHANGE MY LAYOUT AFTER SPM. A new start. Only 32 days to go.
and also because I hate the font
Labels: exams, friends, life, school
