I told myself I wasn't gonna be upset. I mean, I didn't even feel upset up till I got home. Then everything hit me. I guess you really aren't supposed to be alone on days like these huh?
Hi guys, I've turned 19.
Life has been great. I do believe that. I thought I got it all pretty much figured out for now. I had friends, I went to college everyday, I came home, I go to church, I think about home. I thought it was pretty balanced.
... until you end up spending you Birthday alone.
lol yes, alone.
I really didn't think much about it. I mean, it's not like no one wished me, facebook helps people remember. It's just, I really wished people cared a little more than 'just friends' do.
but! I'm ok. It's one bad day vs every other good day. So yeah.. I'm going to be ok. I just hope I don't float through life not making an impact on anyone elses'