Sunday, October 11, 2009, 6:49 PM
I know i'm not supposed to be online, but I had to come on to write this.
I'm not good with art, i'm not good with photo editing, i'm not good with anything but I am ok with words. since it's you're birthday, I dont mind embarrassing myself abit.
So, this is the story of Heather and Jadey with a pinch of TegoShige. Uninterested parties can skip this post.
Heather must stay though, even if uninterested. :P
I remember being very oddly addicted to Crunchyroll for it's anime. Then I kinda phased over to the drama section which eventually lead me to the NEWS fandom. How we met is by far a mystery. Who added who, who talked to who first, what we talked about in the beginning will forever be a mystery in my life. I suppose if we look back at out guestbooks on our Crunchyroll profiles we'll find out but for me it's far too embarrassing. sides, my crunchyroll guestbook has like 93490238 posts. lol no joke. so it's be to hard to find out where is our first conversation. Or, maybe it isnt even in there, it could be lost in the kazillion forum posts we've spammed.
Crunchyroll was by far one of the best online times i've had.
Anyways, since then we've somehow clicked. despite being so different. Not only are we on two different sides of the world, we have totally different personalities on some points but this friendship still works i guess. I know the 'continue the story' post was one of the best decisions i've made in the group. *proud* but it's true. wasnt it that and the 'spaazz' post one of the main reasons all of us got so close? especially me and you. we had like partners in the story. my partner in crime was always you, keilani had her sister and claire had Qiqi. Our story was so ridiculous and amazingly long that it could be turned into a book. win win win.
After that some random people began to join us and i'm not saying it's a bad thing but everything became different. It wasnt that much fun anymore. So slowly slowly as time passed we began to update less and less. We moved to spamming each other's guestbook. which is about the time Shinji started making a whole lotta changes to the site. and also about the time I found Lj. So we all drifted from CR.
Somehow, i dont know who started it but we kept contact through email. Who started first is another mystery. at the time you didnt have msn and all that. You had facebook though! I remember we would write long long lonnngg emails that only we could understand and make up more JadeyBluiieeTegoShige stuff. We'd have castles, affairs with arashi and poker games. haha. we are so random but so cool. hah. Our friendship didnt have that secure bond till you made that confession. the thing that's too personal to talk about in a blog but you yourself know clearly. I dont blame you at all but instead am happy you told me. I knew then that you've started to trust me because you're a very safe person online, totally opposite from me.
After that incident was when the drawings started! haha. you became my personal artist and no1 supporter in life. You know have msn (recently updated yey) and even skype and now a webcam! yey you've reached the 21st century my lovely. Even though we only can chat in mornings and nights no thanks to time zones. Our busy schedules arent helping either. But we still managed to keep this friendship alive and well.
I may not be as important to you as you are to me, but you are VERY important to me and i would like you to know that.
you've been there to listen to my complaints as have I to listen to yours.
our lives arent perfect but at least we know there's someone we can rant to without being judged.
Yesh, I'll never judge you.
I'm actually afraid of meeting you one day. I'm afraid of not meeting certain expectations. I'm afraid that i'm too different when im online and in person. I'm afraid that your take on me is totally different from who I am because i'm the type that doesnt change for anyone.
but till then,
ILY Heahter Lent,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
:P
p/s, is Tego cleaning our castle? it's really dirty \:P/
pp/s, we rock.
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